Well I can't believe that Emma is 3 almost 4 months old already. She is still just such a cute little thing and I can't seem to get enough of her. At first I was really upset with myself for not having some overwelming emotional moment when she was first born, but looking back at how everything happened I am learning that it's okay and I do not have to feel quilty about it anymore. Everything just happened so quickly and I was really robbed from having a normal experience with my precious newborn. There were even days when I actually felt like I was greiving over not being pregnant anymore, pretty bizarre I know. I guess hormones will make you think and feel unusual ways at times. I am thankful for the two months I got to spend at home but boy did they fly right on by. Going back to work hasn't been as bad as I envisioned it to be but don't get me wrong I would rather be at home with my baby girl if we could afford it. Emma is constantly changing whether it's just her getting bigger or doing new things. She is starting to laugh which puts a smile on your face that's hard to get rid of. My favorite time with my little girl right now is right after she wakes up in the morning, for about 10 minutes or so she is just all smiles and talks to herself, her bed and her blankie. We just started cereal this past week and she doesn't seem to mind it, she rolls from side to side but hasn't quite made it over yet. I am also impressed at how much control she already has over her body, it seems like she will be sitting up by herself in no time; which is super funny to think about because she is just such a tiny little girl. She really does have the most prettiest blue eyes I have ever seen, almost violet. She is perfect, beautiful and I just love her and I am so blessed to be able to say I'm her mommy!
